Tuesday, January 17, 2006


Show me the meaning of being lonely

So many words for the broken heart
It’s hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me...

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are
There’s something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
There’s no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are
There’s something missing in my heart

There’s nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body and soul
How can it be you’re asking me to feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are
There’s something missing in my heart

Assalamualaikum,

Pernah tak terasa ada masanya kita tak keseorangan, tapi kita kesunyian.... we are not alone but we're lonely... Kita dikelilinggi oleh rakan-rakan, sahabat-handai dan kaum-keluarga... but there's something missing.. like an emty space inside your heart.... We keep on looking.. and looking.. searching... and searching..... it just not there... Namun, perlukah kita membuang masa terus mencari, hanya berserah pada takdir... atau teruskan pencarian... kata orang.. berputus asa adalah kebebasan... itukah kebebasan yang kita cari?

Ermmm...... Semalam aku teruskan idup aku mcm biasa.. cuba melupakan kekecewaan kelmarin... walaupun di mulut hanya meluahkan hanya sahabat... di hati masih meronta-ronta... masih mengharap.... harapan yang mungkin terbunuh bila-bila masa....
Aku teruskan call dia seperti biasa.. thanks sebab menjawab panggilan ku... kita kan kawan.....herrmmm....

Perghh.. karat siot... cuba teka, lagu apakah ini? Lagu tema aku ni....


Malam pulak, aku layan citer The Promised... hampes tul la.... dah la jiwa aku tengah kacau... citer pulak pasal cinta.... lagi la bertambah kacau... Tapi aku kagum dengan jalan citer yang putar belit serta cinematography yang amat menarik.... Ada orang tu tgk citer ni tanpa sari kata... sure ternga-nga... aku yang tgk 4 channel of subtitles ni pon kena berulang-kali rewind certain place untuk memahamkan lagi citer.....

Thanks pada kekawan yang bagi komen-komen yang membina..... i'm not willing to give up just yet.... i'm not a quiter... kalau tak... takan la aku sampai 7 tahun dalam U.M tu walaupun ada yang dah blah.. tapi buang masa le tak.... life always about gambling... u lose some... u gain some.... but i'm sure, this time.. is worth it....


6 comments:

zura lias said...

nak angkat tgn le..penah..penah..tapi believe me...awk ngadu pd Tuhan..awk amik air semayang n baca quran insyaAllah rase sunyi awk ilang..Sebaik-baik tempat mengadu ialah pada Allah S.W.T.

Sham said...

yeah... gud advice.. tapi selain berserah.. kita kena usaha untuk isi kekosongan tu...

ai said...

yeaaa betul...usahakan tangga kegemilangan... dalam usaha, kita tetap kena berdoa..kerana tanpa izinNya....apa pun tak boleh berlaku... go! sham go!

chayuk!!chayuk!!!

Sham said...

huhuhu.. semangat plak rasa..... macam nak lari 100 m ni

Anonymous said...

bace quran itu berusaha..semayang itu berusaha..doa jugerk usaha..kan sume tue masuk dlm usaha..(iskk..tetibe aku jd baik atie lak)..^_^

Sham said...

tu la pasal.. mcm tak caya plak